Hello and welcome to my blog! Welcome to the new month, new challenge series. My heart is so heavy today. As much as yesterday was amazing, as much as today has been awful. Not all day, but certain aspects and certain people.

I don’t like being bossed around. I don’t think anyone does. Yet when me and someone don’t see eye to eye, I used to always compromise. Now I fight back, and it always ends up in me crying. When I’m hurt, I tend to hurt back. I used to feel guilty about it but I don’t anymore. I feel so stuck, so helpless. I feel miserable. I’m trying to focus on what I can do, instead of focusing on my helplessness and the heaviness on my chest.

Today’s challenge is:

Meditate before bed or do some stretching.

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Right now I’m watching Gilmore Girls (my current escapism) and then I’ll stretch before I go to bed. Trust me, I will. I’ll open the workout app now on the night stretch routine and get it ready.

Good night stretch done