Hello and welcome to my blog! I hope you are doing well. I’m feeling a bit moody today (I know, I’m always moody) because of the heat, and because it’s almost August.
The end of a month always has me nostalgic. I look back on my life and my choices often, and I am filled with regret. Then I tell myself that I wouldn’t be where I am today if I hadn’t made most of those choices.
Still, as the month comes to an end, I can’t help but wonder if I’m headed in the right direction. I blame a lot on anxiety and depression, but what if I’m just not a nice person and everybody does secretly hate me?
As the month comes to an end, I can’t help but wonder if I’m making the right goals, if I’m focusing on the right things. Tensions rise and fall. Sometimes I’m the poster child. Other times, I feel like nobody wants to spend time with me. And days like today, I didn’t want to spend time with anyone.
We managed to get ice cream and it was good, but I can’t help but feel that I made a few mistakes. Am I a good person? I don’t know. Most of the time I don’t think I’m very nice.
But as July comes to an end and August is on the horizon, I renew my efforts to become better than the person I was yesterday, to become kinder, more loving, more forgiving, because in the end, that is all that matters…