Tag: feelings
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How do you differentiate between anxious thoughts and reality?
I just had to vent. I don’t have anyone to talk to. And it sucks. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I always. I seem we’re very wary of people because People either. Want to get to know me to uncover all my secrets because im a mystery to them or they want to […]
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I’m back! The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly
I’m back! Here’s the thing. I never stopped writing. Even when I was depressed, I still wrote but I didn’t publish. They were mostly rants or ramblings, so I didn’t want to share them. This blog is my rollercoaster journey. I show the good, the bad, and the ugly. But I didn’t want it to […]
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Complacent (a poem)
Hello and welcome to my blog. I can’t sleep. Again. And my mind is in overdrive about nothing. I’m just stressed out that I can’t fall asleep because I know I’m going to be exhausted in the morning and it’s making me want to stress eat and it’s making it more difficult to fall asleep. […]
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Couldnt sleep last night; today I fast Ashura
Aren’t we all just broken and alone? Grasping at things to fill the empty shells we embody with things like going out, hobbies, books and TV? I’ve been up all night reading an entire novel, not knowing why I can’t fall asleep. It’s because I see everyone around me in pain, physical or emotional. I […]
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Storytime: I broke my favorite mug today 😢
Hi. How are you doing today? I guess lately I’ve foregone the “welcome to my blog”. It feels too formal. I just…I don’t want to be negative and complain here. This is my safe space. This is also the place I’m supposed to inspire and motivate. On the outside, my life looks relatively good. I […]
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Summertime Acrostic Poem and a Parenting Rant
Sunday I woke up in the morning Unease from the heat Made my mind to enjoy my day Made it my mission to be okay Everyday I write a to do list Right now I feel I can’t do this Time’s ticking and I feel so tired I just want to sleep for a while […]
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Parenting moments
Is it wrong that I don’t share much of the news with my son? Maybe because I don’t watch the news myself, but also because I couldn’t explain it if I wanted to. I also don’t want him to feel cynical of humanity like I have become. I have told my son about the wars […]
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Are you a talker or a listener?
It’s been 3 days since my last post. I’ve been in a negative headspace. Yesterday was nice, though. My mom and sisters got back from Turkey and brought me unexpected gifts. But I wake up every day and read novels on my phone for hours, and then I close the binds so I can sleep. […]
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It’s been a long day…
I wasn’t going to write today, but then my friend asked me “how are you feeling today?” And it’s like the flood gates opened in my mind. I’ve been numbing myself with escapism a lot, knowing partly it was because my mom and sister were going to travel to Turkey and that I couldn’t go […]
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Grateful for moments of happiness
These days, it’s a rare occurrence for me to feel inner peace. I’m restless and cynical about everything and anyone. Ready to vent at the 1st sign of discontent. So disappointed with the loved ones I can’t bear to be in the same room with them. But there are moments, even hours, that go on […]
My Rollercoaster Journey 