Tag: marriage
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I love this song but it triggers me…
I figured why not turn this into a series, right? Must give credit to Neurotic Self Improvement for inspiring this genius idea. I’ve analyzed lyrics with friends before and related them to my life but never on the blog. This song in particular reminds me of myself with a certain someone. Read along and see […]
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I’m having an Oh my God! What have I done? Moment
Hello and welcome to my blog! It’s Wednesday today, my nephew’s 8th birthday. I didn’t write a to do list today because I don’t feel motivated at all. I’m very sleepy but I can’t nap because I’m supposed to go with my sister in law to get the school uniform for my son. At 1st […]
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Storytime: Deep Interesting Conversations with my Son
I had some very interesting conversations with my son this week. I just haven’t had the time to sit down and write them. I still don’t have the time so I will try to record them and have google voice transcribe them, then I’ll edit them. I hope that works because I just finished housework […]
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Complacent (a poem)
Hello and welcome to my blog. I can’t sleep. Again. And my mind is in overdrive about nothing. I’m just stressed out that I can’t fall asleep because I know I’m going to be exhausted in the morning and it’s making me want to stress eat and it’s making it more difficult to fall asleep. […]
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Pinstanthrophobia: A Poem
Pistanthrophobia is a phobia of getting hurt by someone in a romantic relationship. A phobia is a type of anxiety disorder that presents as persistent, irrational, and excessive fear about a person, activity, situation, animal, or object. https://www.healthline.com/health/mental-health/pistanthrophobia It’s at the tip of my tongueBut I can’t say itEverything I’m feelingSo I keep praying There’s […]
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The Emotional Bank Account
My take from the book The 7 habits of highly effective people, part 3 introduction: Emotional bank account. Good morning! How are you doing today? I’m trying to be productive yet mindful. So far im doing okay, except for the stiff neck and headache. Maybe some yoga followed by a healthy breakfast will help? I’m […]
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Get the most out of Ramadan: 3rd week assessment
My throat is dry because im thirsty. I’m thirsty because im fasting? My heart is very heavy. Why? I’m sinking into depression. I can feel it, like im drowning in quicksand and everything I try to grasp is slipping out of my hands. I may as well give in to the feeling. Grammarly says I […]
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He opened up to me and I judged him
I have been married for 8 years. I kept feeling like my husband didn’t open up to me for some reason and it bothered me. He kept insisting that this was how he was with everyone. Looking back, I think he has opened up to me before, and I had shut him down unintentionally. I […]
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Storytime: It’s my sons 7th birthday today, why am I not happy?
My son has been psyched about his birthday for a while. According to him, when he turns 7, he is practically going to be a grown up, and he started “practicing” how to be a grown up by getting dressed on his own, going to the bathroom on his own, using a knife to cut […]
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5 Steps to Strengthen your Relationship, Methods and Pitfalls
Hello and welcome to my blog! It’s been a rough past 6 weeks for me, and after all the pain and going to the doctor and trying medicine in vain, the doctor suggested another medication which we can’t find in the pharmacy because due to the economic situation in Lebanon, medicines are not only super […]
My Rollercoaster Journey 