Tag: rant
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How do you differentiate between anxious thoughts and reality?
I just had to vent. I don’t have anyone to talk to. And it sucks. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I always. I seem we’re very wary of people because People either. Want to get to know me to uncover all my secrets because im a mystery to them or they want to […]
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A great day at the beach turned disaster
I was so excited for today. We were finally going to the beach! I had been begging my husband to take us to the beach to swim all summer. Sometimes his excuses were he was too tired, sometimes he was too busy, sometimes he would punish our son with “you can’t go to the beach” […]
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Zip lining and other things I wish I could do this summer
Hello and welcome to my blog. I’m in such a state right now about how unfair society is, especially to girls who wear a hijab. My sister in law called me today and told me we will be going to this place that has zip lining, sky walking, wall climbing, and such activities. Gravity Activities:https://maps.app.goo.gl/hQGguagJy8cA2f8C8 […]
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A rant: Women in Lebanon have little freedom
Disclaimer: this is not a generalization. I’m speaking only of my experience. Some women in Lebanon have lenient husbands or fathers who give them the freedom to do as they wish. I grew up in a very religious household. My dad didn’t let me visit my friends. I could call them on the landline but […]
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The psychology behind the flinstones and other shows
There are a lot of shows that I used to watch as a kid, sorry as a teenager (my parents didn’t let us start watching tv until I was 13) that I used to love. Looking back, I realize that most of these shows are messed up. Disney, for starters, is not suitable for children. […]
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Blacklisted
I had an anxiety attack today. Then I did meditation and felt better. Then I had a panic attack. I started shaking and crying and I couldn’t breathe and my heart was pounding in my chest. I’m still suffering from the remnants of the panic attack. It drained all my energy, though, and now I […]
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Happy Monday 🙃
Good morning! How are you doing today? I have a migraine as usual. I’m trying so hard to to go with the flow, not planning, but believe me this week has been bizarre and part of the reason I think is because I’m trying to be spontaneous and not plan. I feel like “who am […]
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Pros and cons of wearing your heart on your sleeve
To defer to a classic idiom: It’s a day to wear our heart on our sleeve. We use the phrase casually, to mean exposing our true emotions, making ourselves vulnerable and letting it all hang out. We all want others to see us happy, partly because society is unacceptive of mood swings, associates them with […]
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October 17th, I got all the feels
My heart is constantly heavy. I’m beyond the point of trying to be positive. There is just so much going on around me, my feelings can’t keep up. Today was the 1st anniversary of the Lebanese revolution of October 17th 2019. The world is on fire and I just can’t cope anymore. Everything keeps getting […]
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I shouldn’t be allowed to talk to people
I’m great in writing, on paper, but face to face, especially in confrontations, or on the phone, I’m a hot mess. So something happened yesterday. I found out someone close to me wronged me. I considered it a back stab, and I was all fired up and ready to go, but when I called her, […]
My Rollercoaster Journey 